Well..I've become a statistic.
At least 2 eggs fertilised abnormally - 1 had 3 sperm inside it - the other I don't think fertilised. I never asked enough questions on the phone - I have an appointment tomorrow and will find out more then. Obviously not happy - Dealing with it - So there you are...what can I say...how come I'm so fantastic with children but have none of my own - why is live so unfair.
I really don't understand and I suppose I have to be thankful for a lot of things I have in my life and yes I made my own choices - But what is wrong with me? I don't think I'm that awful - but I am single no man on the horizon...and can't even manage children on my own...what is the point to my life? Can't just party! Can't just go on holiday...I need meaning...and I so wanted to give my mum and dad a grandchild.....
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