So.. 41..
Shit at relationships...
Can't have children..
No body loves me .. ok I know friends, mum and dad - But its not the same..
I know I have my health, I know I have good friends.. yes there are lots worse off than me - but at the moment I don't care about any of that I care about me - And I'm not happy... and on top of that work just doesn't help... and to be honest I don't see what the point to my life is - surely you should have meaning in your life?
So what now? I might run away..lol..well thats what Niki will call it - I might start to investigate contracting abroad, see where the work takes me.. there is nothing to hold me here.. and the only things that could.. well.. I can't have..run away from all responsbilities..
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