... really really fed up...I suppose though I didn't fully admit it I really thought that it would work this time... expecially with egg collection on the 080808 -Silly I know... it was also my mums Birthday..just thought..doh...
I have to carry on using the progestrone until Monday when its my official test date, even with AF here I have to test Monday. I then ring clinic to say unsuccessful, there is a form I have to fill in, my assumption is that though this cycle has been much more successful than previous that they will advise me to give up with my own eggs. I am not going to do donor eggs, it just doesn't feel right to me - If I'd have had a partner so it was his sperm I think I would have considered it as it would have been part of us. I think my alternate would be to find out about adopting an older childer - again a route I would not consider until I was 45..so.. presume would go to the clinic for appointment sometime next week..possibly the next..so there you are....
Its just too soon to think about anything...my whole life is crap.
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Silly indeed - said by someone who too had faith in being inseminated on the magical date of 8/8/08 and failed.
Hope it will work out for you!
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